Bio and Story of Spiritual Awakening
Hi! I'm Gareth,
I first discovered meditation in 2005, I was given a guided meditation and on my very first listen I had a moment of satori, I had temporally dropped into a space of no mind. I was immediately hooked wanting to return to that space I had entered at every chance I got.
In november 2016 I had a spiritual awakening that I referred to as "waking up from the dream". During a visit to my local gym one morning I began to realise that everything that I was seeing and hearing was not going on out side of me but rather it was all being experienced inside of my consciousness, as soon as I had this realisation I experienced what was like a fabric ripping in my mind, then what I can only describe as God or the Universe woke up in the dream and started to look out through my eyes, suddenly this "Supreme Being" realised it had been dreaming its self into this "ME" character, all of it had been a dream. I started to look around and started to realise that everything I put my attention on was also me, the walls the gym machinery the music, every thing I looked at was me. I then put my attention on the other people in the gym, straight away it dawned on me that I was everyone, I was dreaming my self into everyone and here I was in this one being and had just woken up but still dreaming in these other people. From that day on my life changed, I was now living in a wonderland of freedom and bliss I had never experienced before. Every moment was like it was the first moment ever lived on this planet.
In March of 2018 I received Shaktipat from Jan Esmann an Enlightened Kundalini master from Copenhagen, after the first intensive I entered into states of ecstatic bliss that lasted for months and months. Shortly after my second Intensive with Jan I experienced a full Kundalini awakening into the brain, this very rare experience later led me onto being able to transmit intelligent energy (shakti) to others during meditation. I was later initiated by Jan to give Shaktipat.
In December of 2019 I discovered a book by Ramaji called "1000 The levels of consciousness", this booked mapped out enlightenment using The LOC (Level of Consciousness) a map of spiritual awakening based on numerical values. The highest state which is the state of living in nonduality in this map is expressed as 1000.
In the book Ramaji talked about a unique Shaktipat transmission he gave that would raise people's LOC, I decided to contact him and soon after I was booked in to receive my first transmission from him. On the first online meeting he assessed my LOC and put me at 852. After just four online sessions with Ramaji I entered 1000 which Ramaji confirmed for me.
At LOC 1000, the seeker’s individual consciousness or ego consciousness completely submerges into Primordial Consciousness, the Pure being. The seeking consciousness is now gone. The seeker is now gone! All that remains is the Absolute, The Self, Pure “I", Primordial Consciousness.
I now offer my services helping others discover the joy of awakening through silence and meditation. I offer twice weekly free zoom meditations for anyone who would like to join and mediate in the group from the comfort of your home. I also work one to one with individuals, mainly in silence transmitting Shakti energy during meditation and also offer Pellowah Energy Healing by distance or in person.
You can find out more about me and my awakening by watching the videos below.